With the bullshit. I don't have a lot of girlfriends for one reason and one reason only. They are backstabbing bitches and today was just another one of those days.
I originally went into a field of all men because I would have minimal contact with girls, and honestly I loved it and I wish I would have liked the actual job. But oh well, live, you learn
But today it was further proven to me, yet again how much I despise women. I just don't understand the being nice to someones face but then turning around and saying something completely different to other people. If you don't like me, then either be a cold bitch to my face, or tell me you don't like me. One thing I do ask is that you NOT be nice to my face and make me feel like we are friends. Thats just not cool with me and completely not nice.
So today I feel defeated, deflated and I want to curl in a ball/bed and never come out. I'm done.