Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Stress ball!!!

Ok so I'm officially even more of a stressball than before. I'm not much a fan of the end of the semester when teachers pile on everything possible they didn't get to earlier in the semester. I feel like everyday I have a new thing to do. But I guess it will prepare me for nursing school wich starts in 19!!! I never thought this day would happen.
The start of my 14 month world wind nursing school experience is fastly approaching and it honestly scares me a bit. I'm scared of the friendships and relationships that will be put on hold. I already feel that many people are upset with me and disappointed in my lack of ability to be in their lives right now and for all of that I'm so sorry. I promise I will be the friend everyone remembers come August of 2011!!! I just hope all of those people who I am letting down know how much they mean to me and how much I miss them. Adam and I are so over me being in school that we could cry(ok the crying part is more me). But in the end I just have to tell myself it will be worth it. The road to happiness isn't always easy but it's always worth it in the end. This is what I'm going to have to live by now...